♥Sunday, January 17, 2010, [Bad start to a new year.]
I just lost a loved one in just 2 weeks time & i'm definitely feeling the pain. X: Life is just so meaningless without her. I've been living with her for almost everyday of my life & now, i just feel like something is missing, We didnt cherish what we had with her and we are all just regretting it all. I guess this is how humans are borned in a way. We will always love her. And here's to my grandmother. Kudos :)
Hello peeps :D Its been 2 weeks since school reopened. And i can feel the heat coming on :O Haha. PRESSURE man X: Its ike only the second week? I think i'm stressing myself too much. Haha. But at least i'm not like BABE. He has like tuition + piano everyday? Hoho. KUDOS to him man :) Also, a devastating thing happened in my family. The most respected member in our family, my grandmother, passed away. It happened all so suddenly. I guess i really dont know how to react to this. Ever since the funeral, i had been thinking that she has only gone somewhere faraway, and will be back one day. I know that up to this day, i havent been accepting the fact. It hard and painful. How i wish i really had the power to turn back time. :(
Also, i'm starting to lose a very dear friend that i've once held dear to me. And now, she's just complaining bout my reminders to her? She'd just taking these matters all too seriously, it was just a few comments dear. I never said NO at all okay. Now, i couldn't care less anymore. I'm just so disappointed in you.
Anyway, thats about it for today. Lazy to type anymore. CIAO.
Memories are all we have left. :)
♥ Go With The Music.
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